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I have to say, I think waiting is the worst part of military life. Granted, I haven't been through a deployment in close to 20 years, but still. Waiting kills me. We got some news today and I'm highly confused and just really wanna know what's going on, but he himself doesn't know all the details yet. I'm one of those people who wants to find things out far in advance so I can plan things out, and not knowing things drives me insane. And also knowing that things may change at the drop of a hat, or things may not even happen at all also drives me crazy. Why tell people things if you don't know for sure? It just seems like unnecessary stress to me. But I guess that's the life we signed up for....

But that's not even the worst part. The worst part is worrying and stressing over something, and not even knowing when or if it's going to happen. I hate that the most. But I guess it could be worse. Everything could always be worse.


To anyone reading this, sorry it's so vague. I just didn't feel comfortable going into details. I just needed to get this off my chest.



xo,
Bri